More Friends(?)

Someone always told me I need more social life. General public assume I have a social life outside school, possibly allowing me to have a boyfriend or at least a crush (I don't even want to have any... I value the importance of such relationship as 0. Sorry.) just because I'm a high school student.

I feel like putting this here. But this pic is so true (at least in my opinion)

In reality, I hardly have any friends outside of my current high school. I'm not so good at maintaining relationship, so I mainly rely on propinquity to get friendship going. I lost contact with friends that I no longer meet.

Well, depends on how you define "friend", I might have some who goes to a different school. If you define friend as someone that I know and I don't hate, that is.

I have a neighbour who's the same age. We used to play together as a kid, although I hardly see her at all now. We're still in good terms, but we just aren't that close anymore. And we grew up to be different kind of person. She developed a love of Korean singers, probably dreaming of a romantic relationship like other girls of our age. Meanwhile, I lose interest in such entertainment and think that romantic relationship is way overrated. I know, I know. What a weirdo I am.

Next on the list, a guy that I met during a pre-competition training of some sort. I taught him the basics of coding and such. And he... well, let's just say he needs more help with his studies, and I offered him some. Our communication (which is mainly done via online chat) ended a while later. I was busy, so I didn't reply his messages, and he didn't send me more. He contacted me again, some time later, but the conversation only last for the day, and we forget about each other the next day.

I just like this. That's why I do my homework.

There are some elementary school friends that I still remember (most of my middle school friends continue to study in the same high school as me). However, we never really talked to each other anymore. Not that I want them to know what I've become. They'd be very surprised. Some of them have changed too. I can't even imagine how I should interact with them now. Celeste didn't change, though. Ever since I met her in kindergarten, she stayed practically the same. I'm kinda glad I have her, really.

Or four. Or eleven. wait, how do this work again?

Some might think I should try to widen my social circle, but honestly, I don't care that much. I'm not a very social person, and I only need some close friends, for now. The good side is I don't have friendship dramas like everyone else, be it a toxic friend, a very possessive friend, or being stuck between two friends' fight. Bad side? Don't care. :P

Have some, but they don't take silly images. I'm grateful for that.