Doing School Work

Okay, this post is gonna be weird, but it's gotta be so it's gotta be. So it is as it's gotta be.

Now, I've been terribly busy, like, really busy. There's still assignments and lab report waiting to be done, but I've done about half of them, so I can have some time for myself. This week's been rough though. Exam everyday, some days even more than one, it's kinda crazy.

So. Freaking. True.

I've made a post about how I decided to keep on with this tiring lifestyle, not caring about "social life" at all. I mean, I want good scores, so I get it. With hard work of course. I study for like 7 hours a day after school. I kinda sleep early lately, but you get the idea. Even when there's no exam tomorrow, I do everything as soon as possible, from assignment to homework. Even if the teacher only assigned the tasks that exact same day. If I can do it, I will do it. Get it done and over with, then sleep without any burden.

See, this is why you do homework

However, I also learned during high school that I am one of some few diligent students, those who actually study and do homework. No offence, but I know some people who does homework every morning before school and doesn't put much effort in their studies at home. Worse, some just copy their friend's homework. I saw my friend saying that those homework we get is unimportant. I mean, yeah, you can actually copy your friend's homework, but what if she doesn't exist? Stop relying on people and actually do your own homework. Don't you ever think that she's actually pissed off because you're constantly using her brain for your own while she works really hard just to get any answer written down? Sometimes I'm grateful that I'm not that friendly.

We worked hard, and so should you.

Having to do many difficult homework actually sounds more like meh now. Back then, when I just entered high school, I really hate life. It's like, "Why do I have to do all of this?" Now it's more like "Go work on something, you lazy bastard!". I used to consider sleeping at 11 is very late. Now, sleeping at twelve is normal. I've slept 2.30 AM in the morning, and I have to get up at five, without any nap during the day, for three nights during that one week. It was pretty crazy, really. School was like, uuurrrgghhh.

Being busy everyday, now I don't really consider homework and assignments such a waste of time or anything. I learned to do these work, manage time, and finally stop fretting so much and actually work towards getting the snow off the path. It's quite an improvement, really. I actually learned to focus more on how things can be solved rather than how it should have been.

I like to think of what I learned in high school as me being a hero of my own adventure. It may be for some treasure, or to save loved ones, or to save the world, it can be anything. It's like playing a game. What matters is how you're acting as a protagonist. What weapon will you choose, what skill will you improve, what item will you need? A hero fights till the end, a player reloads from the last save file after a game over screen. A hero leads their party, a player finish the game on their own. A hero will fight a boss despite it being twice or thrice his size, a player will look for weak spots and attack there. Life is one heck of a tough game, but if many can survive and finish the game, so can we.

That took a really different turn. Now that it's done as it's gotta be, it is. And since it is, it doesn't have to be done anymore, nor is it gotta be what it is. So it is. Headache? Me too. I sleep waay too much lately.