Friendship

It can be the best thing in your life, it can be the worst decision you've ever made. Yes, it's weird, but it's gotta be done so it's gotta be done. And I'm gonna be talking about friendship.

No, seriously, I gotta do this.

So, anyways.

I'm one to have few good friends rather than lots of just friends. Like, I have just the amount of people that I would need in the future. And really, I love my friends. They may not be the best people in the world, but they're my good friends.

We've been going through $#!& storm lately. I mean, exams, assignments, this isn't even the last wave. Everyone has their own low points, from identity crisis to failing grades, we've been a wreck. No kidding, we really had to rant to each other. Some even fangirl to forget their stress.

And we're always there to support each other. I was stressed out with my project, and I went to Captain to rant. I had to something annoying and I go to Celeste and Octavia. I mean, I was so angry yesterday that Octavia was scared. Mel rant a lot in group chat too.

Some people has a lot of dramas between their friends, and I'm glad I don't have any. What matters is that we share and we care. It's not what you'll get from a friend, but what you can share. Not necessarily give, but share.

And it's how much you've grown to care about them. And caring is important. It's not about how much time you spend together but how much you trust and understand each other.

Lately, I've been thinking a lot about caring about my friends, I mean, I value them rather highly now more than ever. I want to care about them more even though I'm usually more like a jerk in front of my friends. I just now thought that maybe I should care more about them, maybe try to help them more like actually try to teach lem rather than say "Well, you know.... it's like that laaah...."

So it's done, so YAY! It's gotta be done and now it's done so it doesn't have to be done anymore even though it had to be! So, hotta go, bye!